Hello! Since 2013 is ending soon and I’ve already been on tumblr for 3 years, I’ve decided to make my very first follow forever! For these amazing blogs that filled my dash with pure awesomeness, thank you! ^-^ (please let me know if your link has changed)
Hello! Happy new year and Chinese New Year for those who celebrate it! (≧◉◡◉≦)*✲ﾟ* This is actually my first follow forever since the two years I’ve been active on this account (I’m a pretty crappy procrastinator, mind me). I wanted to do this FF to thank all the wonderful people with amazing blogs who make my days better, my beautiful followers who talk to me and are oh-so-sweet! I hope that I can meet and talk to you all some more in 2014.
(Mutual follows are in bold while accounts I look up to, senpais if that tickles you fancy, are in italic) I’m probably missing a few people that I follow, but please do check my blogroll if you want to follow more amazing bloggers!
Mostly, thank you to all of my followers who think my blog is decent enough follow in the first place. I don’t say much, so this is why I’m taking the time now to say how much I appreciate each and everyone of you. Don’t think I don’t see you guys when you like or reblog ;3 It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. And even though I don’t follow back every single blog back, I do check them out once in a while ^-^ You guys are really precious and may you be infinitized some more in 2014 my darlings. ♡
I don’t feel any satisfaction coming on here anymore so there’s really no point. before I said I’d simply go on a permanent hiatus but that just ended up being “I’m not going to post but I’m going to still log onto this account when I’m bored just because it’s there even though I don’t enjoy it”, and doing that was just annoying.
and whenever I do log on, it’s so utterly pointless. I don’t gain any happiness, I don’t have any feelings for my blog or for the contents of my dash. it might even make me a little upset because this was something that I used to be so emotionally attached to, and I just don’t feel it anymore. plus there’s other things in life I need to focus on and keeping a blog that I don’t care for at all is a bit of a hindrance.
tl;dr my feelings and priorities have changed, and I feel uncomfortable if there are loose ends so I feel better if I just cut them off. I want to let go and move on. :)